Red blood cells, where art thou?

:(

I am looking for my lost red blood cells.

I've been eating malunggay and camote tops for two weeks but I'm still pale and I still have bruises. Lips, hands and feet are so pale especially in the morning and at night.

RED BLOOD CELLS....... Where are you?

Final Trimester

I am proud to say that I haven't bought any preggy clothes yet.

Yes, I cannot fit in my jeans anymore but I can still wear dresses. :)

The clothes I am wearing lately are not the ugly pregnant clothes that you'd see everywhere. No floral, empire cut tops plus leggings porma. I hate that. (No offense)

Right now, I am wearing a green dress with white dots, and with a scooped neckline. I could still wear this after I pop. This is such a cute dress.

I make sure that all the clothes that I'm buying lately can still be worn after I pop. I'm so into dresses. Sure, I cannot buy from Zara as much as I could before but I still find some fasyon clothes that would fit my now big belly. You just have to have taste.

I have dresses in yellow, purple, green and what have you.

I don't have linea negra nor manas so I'm totally fine with everything. I do not worry much after I give birth becuse I could easily go back to my pre-pregnant figure. I didn't gain much weight after almost 7 months. My nose didn't grow bigger (Thank God).

Currently, I'm busy looking for Toxic-free feeding bottles for Lilly. Apparently, all feeding bottles in Manila are not BPA-free. :(

Anyone who could help?

How are you?

Transformers 2. My review. As expected, overkill

OK, I watched it last Saturday.

I wouldn't say I wasted 175 pesos because husband kinda enjoyed it. But some highlights during the movie include the following:

1. I was busier eating my cheeseburger, twister fries and cheese popcorn.
2. I went out twice to go to the bathroom and spent a little while washing my hands (had to finish the Happy Birthday song) while everybody was glued in the screen. They're not moving at all.
3. I yawned at some parts.
4. I kept on asking Fred sino na ang mga autobots at sino ang hindi. I was LITO.
5. I am so crushing on Megan Fox again. She has nice boobs pala talaga. Ikaw na ang tumakbo ng nakaboots at magayos ng motor ng naka pekpek shorts.
6. I like the new autobots, the ones in pink and green. (Mudslap yun right?) They're cute and funny.

:)

I'm so excited for UP and Ice Age though.

Today

I woke up and told myself that everything will turn out as planned.

I'm not in my normal hormonal day today. So I will write positive things.

1. A project of my friend (which was all my idea) is already good to go. So I'm happy for him. It's nice to help people even if you are not really given much gratitude on what you did.

2. My project for the Institute which I will not divulge right now has already been approved by the management and the Institute. (Again enough reason for me to stay). This is kinda big for me. :) So I'm very happy with that.

3. Mum's condition is getting much better. She has osteoarthritis but she's getting well. Thank you for the fiber drink that Ja bought at healthy options. Mum has been very disciplined and has been following a strict diet which we supervise. (Ja is stricter).

4. I'm gonna pop in less than 3 months. I don't know if I am excited about it because I've been watching "giving birth" videos Lamaze way. Definitely, I don't want Lamaze. Hindi ko kaya. haha. :) I'm in the mood to prepare my princess' crib and her little clothes.

5. There's a big possibility that I'd be releasing the rest of my devices before I file my maternity leave.

6. I feel loved. :) I don't know, my friends from everywhere keep on sending me messages. I sometimes fail to reply to all of them. Too many! They're very supportive. Thank you so much. I'm glad that I have a lot of friends who really care for me. I really appreciate it.

7. I know a lot of people are paying tribute to MJ. The song that I really like most is "Gone Too Soon" which I dedicate to my late father.

8. I went to Zara last night, they are on sale. I wanted to buy 3 pairs of sandals, but I remembered that I had other more important things to buy. (Crib, Stroller and baby stuff). Aren't you proud of me?

:)

I hope you'll have a good weekend.

Later.
Me

People going gaga over Transformers.

As all of you know, I am not a fan of robots and action packed flicks. :) Filipinos like those type of movies.. Not me.

As everybody was so excited queuing up for the movie, I am so nega about it. Sorry.

Husband has been nagging me to watch it since a month ago.

Don't get me wrong, I will watch it so I won't be outdated and I want to see Megan Fox, but I won't watch it now. Now that everybody (H1N1 positive and not positive patients, ugly and beautiful people, putok and without putok creatures) is in the movie theaters.

I am not the type who'd fall in line and wait for 3 hours to watch a movie ahead of everybody especially if I can easily get it online. I can easily get movies way AHEAD of everybody courtesy of my good whore friends, Carl and Mike who are, well, movie whores.

I'm sure the movie will still be available next week and the week after that. But since husband is a "guy" I might give in to his request and watch it over the weekend. But I will let him fall in line and I will just go to the mall when it's time to go inside the theater. I'd rather go to Powerbooks or Fully Booked and read.

:)

Have you watched it? Did you like it? It got low reviews from Rotten Tomatoes .

WANTED

Can you refer me to a kasambahay.

The requirements are the following:

1. NBI clearance
2. Police clearance
3. Must be at least 23 years old.
4. Has experience in taking care of babies and toddlers.
5. Preferably Bicolano or Ilocano
6. Knowledgeable of basic conversational English.

Please, if you know anybody, I would be very glad to treat you for lunch or dinner. (name the place)
I must hire a kasambahay before I pop.

-- I woke up this morning as the sun rays were touching my cheek. :) This will be a good day.

screw hormones

i'm alone in our small 1 bedroom apartment.
i warned people i don't like to be left alone especially now that i'm hormonal.
people wouldn't listen.
see i have been crying for 2 hours because i am talking to my fortune plant and 2 sayotes that i see on top of the dining table.
there's nothing to do really.
i just wish i could buy something for myself. something that i think i deserve.

nobody knows what's in my mind.
even husband.
he tried to talk to me but i wouldn't say a word.
(still crying)

i tried to play scrabble with my sister in the hope that i'd feel not alone.
she won. because she luckily had a 7 letter word.
i feel better.

i'm this close from redeeming my free mabuhay miles to go somewhere. i have a free flight to somewhere in visayas or mindanao or any nearby asEAn countries. back and forth.
but i'm not really allowed to ride the plane because i might pop during the flight.

mum invited me to go to market market.
her best attempt to make me feel better.
i'd go, but i'd be more depressed knowing that when I do the grocery for husband and i, i have to stick to my limited list.

fuck hormones.

hormones defeated me again today.

Visual Masturbation

Jude Law marry me now.



David Beckham OMG!



Good morning :)

Better than Charice Pempengco. WATCH IT!

It's better if you use earphones to hear her wonderful voice.

FASCINATING.


Good morning :)

10 Most Expensive Cities to Own a Home

10 Most Expensive Cities to Own a Home

1. Monte Carlo in Monaco at $47,578 per sq.m.

2. Moscow in Russia at $20,853 per sq.m

3. London in England at $20,756 per sq.m

4. Tokyo in Japan at $17,998 per sq.m.

5. Hong Kong at $16,125 per sq.m

6. New York in USA at $14,898 per sq.m

7. Paris in France at $12,122 per sq.m.

8. Singapore in Singapore at $9,701 per sq.m.

9. Rome in Italy at $9,166 per sq.m.

10. Mumbai in India (shocking) at $9,163 per sq.m

The good thing in this list is that I have already survived living in 3 cities.

• I have lived in Tokyo for 1 week. I ate thrice a day. This was in 2003.
• I have stayed in Singapore for 2 weeks. I ate more than thrice a day. This was in 2002 and 2003. Of course papa was my benefactor.
  
• I have lived in Hong Kong for 3 months. I am still alive.

But definitely I cannot afford even a square meter from any of the ones listed above.

How about you? When will you buy a house in these places? Can I visit?

Source:http://www.overseaspropertymall.com/buying-property/10-most-expensive-cities-to-own-a-home/

I'm happy to tell you that I'm happy

I slept like a baby last night. And I almost ran late to the office this morning if the cab driver didn't save me.

Good morning everyone. I'm happy to tell you that I'm back to my old self today. I hope it will last a day or two before the hormones would get me again.

Thank you for your support, prayers and what not. :)

Just a piece of better news.

Lilly reacts to too much light, noise and the voice of daddy and grandma (my mum).

When she sees, feels and hears these/them, she will tumbleturn and somersault. My tummy is like a wave in the ocean when she does that.

Isn't that so much fun?

My pelvic pain is gone.
My cramps are milder.
I have no pimple breakouts.
I have no MANAS.
I DON'T have the scary linea negra (blackened neck, kili kili or singit)

The only bad news is that
I'm anemic. I easily get bruises everyday. Big ones.
Hence, I eat malunggay and other green leafy vegetables every single meal.

:)

I hope you day will go well.

Kisses from me and Lilly

Little Ms Cranky Pants

I'm so depressed.

I feel like I'm Jabba the Hutt.
Tummy is bigger. Boobs are heavier.
Cramps are getting worse.
Nose is getting bigger. I feel ugly. (Still no manas)
I feel like I'm the worst person in the world.
I don't catch up with friends.
I always smirk at husband, mum and sister.
I get easily pissed off at lousy tasks.
I feel like I'm the meanest person in the world.
I feel like everything is going down.

I'm so sorry for being unfair to everyone who loves me.

I don't know what's happening to me.
:(

I thought this will be a very good day but I just cried and cried the whole morning.
Hormones defeated me again today.

Tears just wouldn't stop.

I also feel sad for my friend. Her father has prostate cancer and needs to undergo radiation. I remember my late dad. Cancer patients break my heart. Please pray for her family.

I have only been listening to Enya the whole morning. Which makes this day more gloomy.

:(

I want a REGULAR SIZE medium rare sirloin steak with fresh coleslaw, dinner rolls and whipped butter. Anyone who can give me a GC to a steakhouse? You'll make me the happiest woman in the world if you do.

PANGIT!

I was in the taxi.
I wore my face mask because there are 6 confirmed cases in Makati and I want o make sure.

Then the taxi driver made these comments.

Retard: "Bakit ka nakafacemask?"
Bons: "Nagiingat lang po"
Retard: "Kung mamatay ka dahil sa H1N1, Wala ka talagang magagawa"
Bons: "Nagiingat lang po. Kasi kung di niyo napapansin buntis ako"
Retard: "Bale wala lang yang sakit na yan, wala kang magagawa"
Bons: "EH BAKIT MAY ALCOHOL HO KAYO?"

Ang pangit niya.

Yun lang.

Quarter Life Crisis

I was reading a book yesterday afternoon when I suddenly felt that I was about to breakdown.

Again, for no reason at all.

I just cried and cried.

1. I felt that I wanted to kill myself yesterday. NO KIDDING.
2. I felt that I'm not in the company that I deserve. Or I'm in the wrong career path.
3. I felt that I'm living in the wrong country.
4. I felt that I've made so many wrong decisions lately.
5. I felt that I've been a nonsense person the past months. (Notice the nonsense blogposts.)

I asked myself, what if

1. I had a lot of money, would this answer my problems? (Maybe not)
2. I were to live in Brussels, would I be encouraged to work my ass off?
3. I had accepted the job offer, will I be happy?
4. I were healthier, and had no problems or whatsoever with my hormones, would everything be different?
5. I won the lottery, will I be contented?

I have a lot of friends who chose their career to have loads of money. They ended up miserable because they grew old without a family to call their own. Up to now, they're still looking for the right person even if they're almost 50 years old.

I have a lot of friends who are lucky enough to be born with a silver spoon in their mouth. I wasn't one of them. I don't even know how to drive a car. I can't even swipe my credit card without computing. I even think twice whenever I want to buy a new pair of Grendha sandals.

I have some friends who are very dependent on their partners to get everything that they want. They forget their identity just because they think that the partner can support them. I don't want to be like that. I am still an individual with my own dreams.

I have a lot of friends who choose or try to be happy amidst all the problems. I want to be like that.

Husband and mum always tell me not to think too much because it will affect Lilly.


I don't even know if I'm happy. I may look happy because they always tell me I'm blooming. But maybe, just maybe it's the hormones.

I need to go out somewhere. I want to be alone. :) Can somebody send me an e-ticket to somewhere? Somewhere really quiet?

The best place I could think of right now is the tomb of my late father at Magallanes Church.

I want to reevaluate my life.

Can somebody hug me?

Please.

Happy Father's Day...

Happy Father's day Papa. :) We miss you so much.

Me with Papa. I was around 3 months old :)

Happy Father's Day to husband as well.

Show your father how much you love him. He is a very integral part of your mind and soul. Lucky you, if you still have him.

ATRIBIDA STRIKE 2!

Remember when I told you the story of a retarded woman asking me OBNOXIOUS and IRRITATING QUESTIONS????

If not, read here before continuing with this entry.

She's so back.

Last night, I was really tired. I am juggling two jobs right now so I could still shop for new clothes and shoes without feeling guilty at all. I am a full time Product Engineer in the day and a Japanese teacher at night.

I was tired. So I asked husband to buy me ice cold 7-UP (FYI This soda is allowed for pregnant mommas.)

I was so happy drinking my reward when this retarded woman commented.

Retard: "Dapat itigil mo na yan. Masama yan sa mga buntis"

I looked at Fred for comfort. He stopped me from further commenting.

I almost cried.

Leche kang babae ka. I deserve a freaking bottle of soda. I experienced a shooting spree yesterday that almost got me killed. I was dead tired and all I wanted was my cheap thrill. I don't know you woman. CAN YOU JUST SHUT THE FUCK UP?

Gunshot

I was craving for fries and cheeseburger so I invited Chiqui to eat at McDo in Pearl Drive.

Thank God I had to withdraw money from BDO because I could've been shot if I didn't.

We're almost at Mc Donald's when 1 civilian fired a gun to a screeching motorcycle with 2 passengers in it.

He missed.

He was aiming at our direction.

I saw him fire the gun.

I froze.

I was speechless.

The next thing I knew was that I was checking my body for any wound.

For a moment I didn't know what to do. I just grabbed Chiqui's arm and almost entered the building to my right. There were a lot of people in the area who were equally shocked as I was. BUT I SAW EVERYTHING.

The large fries couldn't offset what I was feeling.

Thank God we're fine.

I'm still freaking out though.

whatda!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

What happened to Multiply?

I'M LOST.

My take on the H1N1 Virus

Since last week, I've been using disposable earloop masks whenever I'm in public areas. There were a couple of times I had to take the MRT because grabbing a cab last week was pretty damn hard.

Retards at the MRT will look at me like I'm somewhat an alien from another planet. They're wondering why in the world was I wearing a mask.

I would like to yell at them and say the following:

1. Can't you see that I'm pregnant and there's a growing number of H1N1 cases in the Philippines? There are no known effects of the virus to the baby.

2. CAN'T YOU SMELL YOURSELF? Ang asim mo kaya.

I'm so serious. I was in Mercury the whole day last Friday. I checked all the masks available. There were washable ones that cost PHP 34. I'm buying a pack with 3 pcs disposable masks (Blue in color) which is around PHP 15. There's also the hard disposable one that costs around PHP 10 each. And the N95 masks are out of stock already.

40% of the people at Makati Med was wearing masks last Friday. I did too.

This morning, I came to the office wearing a mask and a lot of retards were looking at me. I just wish that they will get sick in the next days. Sorry talaga. What's wrong with you people? I know Dengue is more dangerous (I still put Off before I leave the house so I'm safe). But aren't you alarmed with the virus?

Pregnant mommas should be like me! Honestly. God knows what will happen to your little baby when you get that virus.

Sorry, my hormones are in rage again!

:))

Note: My hands are getting dry. I refill my little alcohol bottle daily. Plus I wash my hands like 4 times in an hour!

Since it has been raining..

I am craving for...

Chicago Cheesecake from Coffee Bean and Tea Leaf

Mojos from Shakey's


Lemon Squares from Mary Grace

Venti Matcha Latte in Soy Milk extra hot from Starbucks.




I told Fred about it and he was begging me to crave for things that can be found in one store. That's impossible.

I must eat these before the day ends. :( Else, I will be very depressed.

What are your cravings?

I am the Ideal Wife - NOT

My tasks:

Wash the dishes
Cook the breakfast (If I wake up early)
Fix the financial expenses
Sleep
Rest
Eat healthy

My husband's tasks:

Wash the dishes
Cook the breakfast
Go to the market
Do the weekly laundry (by hand)
Fold the clothes
Iron the office clothes
Mop the floor
Clean the bathroom
Water the plants

I told you I am not the ideal wife.

To all single ladies out there, find someone who is like Fred. :)



He was the one who volunteered to do all these things. He gets angry when I try to help.

Never do this!!!

Last night, I went to the nearest sari sari store to buy Salted egg. I suddenly craved for salted egg+crushed kamatis+lots of calamansi+crushed onions. We had fish for dinner and I wanted some red egg.

It was raining. I was waiting for my change then this retard talked to me. I don't know her at all. It was the first time I saw her in our street.

Retard: "BUNTIS KA BA????" (Are you pregnant?)
Bons: "Yeah. Bakit?" (Yeah, Why?)
Retard: "AKALA KO HINDI" (I thought you weren't)

Note: Pabalang siya magsalita.

I ran back to the house, looked for Fred who was doing the laundry and cried.

Never, never piss off a pregnant woman. We are very sensitive.

Note: Never never touch my tummy unless you ask permission or I wanted you to do so. Please lang.